the end.

it's a storming evening...where i was feel really bad as i am flu and headache and period and feel scary about the dream and lightning...ur image keep pass through my mind...i noe i miss u so much!well,i did tat call...who noes,it is the end...i do accept and understand the reason...i noe we will break up...but the only thg is cant imagine its happen tat fast,and i was shock...when i am posting this blog,finally,its not a dream...i noe wats happen...yes,its the end.
anyway,no one's fault. the only thg i noe is i didnt provide enuf care and left u all alone to protect our love...well,everythg is too late. we ever hurt each others ,be fren will be a good idea.is tat posible for us to walk back again in the part of our life after this?i don noe...juz me over confident and forgot to care many thg of u...our love had gone...regret doesnt mean anythg...although i noe tat,but i still regret.
when eating pizza,our past keep pop up from my mind...no crying no crying no crying!but i don noe wat am i eating..
i feel really bad and sad and sad and sad.
i keep talk to myself accept accept accept.
wat should i do?upgrade myself?i noe tat...but everythg is gone.
nothg can do.its gone,away,no more!!all gone...
i love u and i do work...for me,u give me power...every message give me good sleep and give me hope...its mean..however,for u...i make u feel stress..oh dear...did u noe how sad am i.
love get less den its less..honest is good. i will be fine...need time.